Been a long time...
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Sep. 13th, 2007 | 09:16 pm
What a year. Although not finished, it has already divided itself into beautiful synchronistic chapters. This year I "came home" and am re-establishing a spirituality that was previously too existential to trust. I am of my faith, one might say I'm synonymous with it. I know this because it's always been a nagging whisper that questions every hiding move; it is a source of pain and darkness in way of consequence to ignorant/delusional action, it has always driven me and now that I acknowledge, without forgiveness, its consuming drive I have found my God/One/Voice. I trust and surrender, not to be brought to shore, but to be given the vision of land. I am "older" and there is no return. I am different from the last time that I was "alone", the world is different, the surrender is different. There is no end, no destination, no answer; there is a void of infinite potential, a darkness of things not yet manifest waiting for existence. All things in constant flux...definite is a word of a man looking for conclusion. I am in constant admiration of possibility.